the thoughts of curly

fjdsaolecuro

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 20:56:39 GMT

wow.... i hate this shit... tia is always changing her mind about everything... she will say she wants to do one thing then 10 mins later she says she is goin to do somethin else... i hate it...i go to make plans with wat she says the first time then i have to change them like a million times cus she changes her mind... it makes me pissed off... i hate it when someone says they r goin to do one thing then change their mind at the last minute n that is wat she has been doing all day.. she says we r goin to go home round 3 n stop by her friend katie's house in scranton so we can go hang out with kevin n her b/f matt tonite with no1 to tell us what we can n can't do n tell us what time we have to b home or anything... but no now she doesn't wanna do that... she wants to stay here cus she thinks she has a desease on her face n i know she does but she won't go to the doctors office tonite to get some medicine for it... n she wouldn't go b4 we came down when i told her too cus it didn't look good...s so now we r stuck her cus she wants to be an ass.. so i have to change my plans to hang out with kevin tonite to possibbly tomorrow n idk if we will b able to do anything then anyways.. cus tia will have to b at jesse's sometime tomorrow cus my dad will call her mom n figure out if we were there or not.... she has fuckin ruined all my plans for everything... we weren't even supposed to come down here this weekend but then she changed mind at the last min n said she wanted to come down here... which was kewl cus i thought we were leavin today but now we r not... i can't fuckin wait to drive so i can just leave when i wanna n stop waiting on every1 n make my own plans n stick with them.. but that wont b till feb.. so w.e fuck every1 they all suck..

WOW!!

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 20:10:40 GMT

it has been forever since i have written in here so idk how long this is goin to be... wow i can't wait till homecomeing weekend it is goin to be awesome.. i have a date to go with and he is awesome.. i asked him n i'm so proud of myself for it cus i have never asked anybody in my life to go to a dance... but yea.. this week is goin to be awesome ** SPIRIT WEEK ** HAHAHA hmmm... idk wat to write so that is good for now... talk to yall latter hope to c everyone at homecoming :):)

p.s. ooo yea i am at the ft. drum library n its soo quiet here i just want to laugh and scream or something it needs some noise... this is my first time here n i'm with tia n i think we went in the wrong door cus all we saw were ppl goin out that door but some how we went in it...hahaha

survey!!

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 00:10:41 GMT

Everything About You Survey

Personal Information
First Name//: Tara
Age//: 16
Gender//: female
Nickname(s)//: i have one but my family only calls me it
Hair Color//: dirty blonde
Hair Style//: long, curly
Eye Color//: brown
What is your favorite
Color//: pink,black,white
Game//: Go Fish!!! *its a classic*
Song//: You and Me by Lighthouse
Music Video//: idk
Animal//: snake
Sport//: track and field... or football
Country//: the U.S.
Movie//: Dirty Dancing, Gothika, Shrek
Food//: Pizza or Doritos
Friends
Best//: Justin, Danni, Faith
Funniest//: Faith
Coolest//: Justin
Sweetest//: all my friends
Kindest//: all my friends
Annoyingest//: none of them
Dullest//: none
Stupidest//: we are all stupid at sometime
Most Intelligent//: ME..lol... idk
Athletic//: my track friends
Relationships
Boy(Girl)friend//: not at this moment
Are you in love right now//: yes
Do you have a crush//: ....idk... would u call love a crush
Do you have a stalker//: i hope not
Do you miss someone right now//: yes... more then anything in the world
What do you do
At school//: go to class
At home//: anything i want
Outside//: alot of stuff
When you first wake up//: stretch
What _____do you hate
Food//: anything that looks grosse
Color//: i love colors
Hair color//: none
Tv show//: any stupid cartoons
Clothing style//: the way scums dress or people wearing clothes too small for them
Movie//: dumb ones..lol
Emotions Right Now
Are You Happy Right Now//: a little
Sad//: a little
Grumpy//: nope
Annoyed//: nope
Angry//: nope
Sick//: nope
Lonely//: yes
Bored//: definately
Have you ever
Made your own religion//: nope
Written backwards//: yes
Written your own magazine//: nope
Drawn art//: yes
Got angry with a game//: yes
Played Lacrosse//: yes
Broken a bone//: nope
Dyed your hair//: nope
Put in contacts for no reason//: yes
Swam alone//: yes
Things that come to mind when you read...
Intelligentence//: brainiacs...genious
Stupidity//: my brother
Depress//: gothic people
Blood//: cuts
Blue//: the sky
Gray//: the sky when it rains
Sword//: a long silver metal thing that warriors use
Golf//: boring
Soccer//: cute guys
Yellow//: sunflowers
Socks//: i hate them
Ribbon//: in your hair
Random Questions
Play Sports, if so, what ones//: track and field...bowling
Have a lot of friends//: i think so
Write good//: not really
Eat a lot//: yes.. alot
Like the day Friday//: always
Like the month December//: sometimes..
Do you(or are you)
(DY)Give good advice//: yes
(DY)Talk crap//: depends on who its about
(DY)Play a lot of games//: when i'm bored
(DY)Wear hats//: sometimes
(DY)Like to be outside//: always
(AY) Always mad//: no
(AY) Always happy//: i try to be
(AY) A good friend//: always
This or that (Last questions)
Night or day//: night
Snow or Rain//: snow
Stars or the Moon//: stars
Ocean or Pool//: ocean
Boat or Plane//: boat
Books or Magazines//: magazines
Yu-Gi-Oh Cards or Pokemon Cards//: neither
Blonde or Black Hair//: black
Green or Blue Eyes//: green
Pants or Shorts//: pants
Pop or Rock//: rock
Punk or Emo//: both
Tatoos or Piercings//: both
Necklace or Ring//: both
Clouds or No Clouds//: no clouds
Art or Literature//: art
Jeans or Baggy Pants//: depends on how i feel that day
Singing or Dancing//: dancing
March or May//: may
Halloween or Christmas//: christmas
Coke or Pepsi//: both
Hug or Kiss//: depends on how i feel

STOLEN FROM KRISSY!!! THANX!!

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 02:12:24 GMT

List 20 people you know:

1. Danni
2. Kyle
3. Cayt
4. Joe
5. Jesse
6. Shawn
7. Tia
8. Jon
9. Krissy
10. Allen
11. Faith
12. Jemray
13. Maureen
14. Justin
15. Janine
16. Eric
17. Ken
18. Lauren
19. Paul
20. Lance

giVE uS iNFO::
*Who is #8 going out with? noone

*Is #9 a boy or a girl? girl

*Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? no i don't think so..they r too different

*How about #18 and #4? def. not.. lauren like girls

*What grade is #17 in? going to be 12th

*When was the last time you talked to #12? the last day of this skewl yr.

*Does #1 have any siblings? yes one... nicole

*Would you ever date #3? no we are too good of friends... n she's my wife

*Would you ever date #7? EWWW she is my sister

*Is #16 single? i'm not quite sure

*What's #15's last name? Cooper

*What's #10's middle name? i couldn't tell you

*What's #5's favorite thing to do? probably hang out at my house with my sis

*Is #13 attractive? yes

*Would #14 and #19 date? prob. not...they r both guys

*What school does #20 go to? Lewistown High School

*Tell me a random fact about #11? she was born in ft. knox, Kentucky

*and #1: She is one of my best friends

*And #3: we were married in bio class in 9th grade...:)

*Have you ever had a crush on #15? no

*Where does #9 live? in west carthage... idk the street name

*What's #4's favorite color? pink

*Would you makeout with #14? yea... i have before

*Are #5 & #6 best friends? they don't know each other.

*Does #7 like #20? yea... but only as friends

*Does #8 like #19? no.. i most def. dont think so

*How did you meet #2? in bio class in 9th grade.. we sat next to each other :)

*How did you meet #18? last summer she lived close to my mom... n we hung out alot then

*Does #10 have any pets? i think a few cats..idk

*Is #12 older than you? yea..we had class the 2nd time he repeated 2nd grade

SUMMER!!

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 18:45:12 GMT

wow the summer of '05 is just begining... i cant wait to see what is going to happen or experience it...

lets start from the begining... kyle is leaving today so i am going to be soo sad.. even more than i already am... thats the only thing thats going to suck about this summer... but i can't wait till he gets back cus then i hope we can get together cus i like him soo much...

well i'm in pa.. again till i think the 14 then idk if i'm comin home then or the end of the month.. cus i am missing faith's b-day and the jefferson county fair.. n i always go to that every day its here.. but i want to visit my grandma cus she is going through kemo for cancer n i want to spend as much time as i can with her... but idk.. any ideas of what i can do u can leave them for me.. i would really appreciate it..

i have passed all my regents but i'm not happy with all the grades.. but i did pass the s.s with a 73 one which i am so happy about cus i thought i was goin to fail it n i passed my spanish with an 83 n i thought i did like 10 times worse.. on chem a 77 n math 77...

well idk what else to put in here but thats bout all thats happening with me so i will update this in a few days..

HERE IS PA AGAIN!!

Sun, 29 May 2005 00:26:50 GMT

HELLO FRIENDS!!! i'm here in pa again cus thats the only computer i have to be on...lol...alot has gone on in 2 months... my b-day is in 17 days....JUNE 14TH BABY... I CAN'T WAIT!!!! ok let me tell u wat has been goin on in my life...

i went to busch garden's a few weeks ago with all my band geeks...lol (no offense friends)..symphonic band one first place,thats the one i'm in, n the windemsymbol got 3rd. but it was soo much fun.. i slept the whole way down n back it was great..lol..

a few weeks before that i went to prom... that was a big experience.. i can't wait till next year.. i got joe ashcroft to dance..he was my date... n DA idk his name.. but i got him to dance too n he said he couldn't dance.. but he did.. n danni n travis looked so cute together.. i'm happy u 2 r finally together..

also i just want to let everybody know that me n kyle aren't dating even though i would love for that to happen.. but he isn't goin to be here for the summer n i'm goin to be in pa for a month n we just don't want to get too close n not be able to c each otha or talk or anything.. i just wanted to make it clear..

but umm idk wat else to say thats basically it so i will write n here late.. love ya all

SURVEY

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 08:27:29 GMT

I STOLE THIS SURVEY FROM CAYT N KRISSY!!

1. Name: Tara Ann Elliott
2. birthday: 6-14-89
3. sign: gemini
4. age: 15 will b 16 in 2 months
5. sex: female
6. location: carthage
7. school: Carthage High School
8. glasses/contacts: none
9. braces: yea
10. fat/skinny: a little bit of both                                                                                                       11. tall/short: 5'4" or close to it
12. do you like ketchup: i love it
13. do you like mustard: nope
14. do you like mayonnaise: def. not
15. do you like pickles: no
16. do you like boys or girls: both
17. do you like pickle relish: no
18. do you like chicken: that is the best in the world
19. do you like spinach: nope
20. do you have any siblings: 1 sis n 1 bro
21. what are their names: tia n william
22. how old are they: 17 n 14
23. do you have any pets: yes
24. what are their names: sandy, macie
25. what kind of pets are they: 2 dogs n some otha crzy animals
26. do you like school: sometimes
27. if you could choose anyone to rule the world who would you choose: noone cus i don't think anyone should rule the whole world
28. do you like pokemon: definately not
29. do you talk to voices in your head: sometimes
30. do they tell you to do stuff: yea
31. do you listen: sometimes
idk where 32 went..
33. how often do you talk on the phone: afta track season ends all the time
34. how often do you surf the web: i don't have a computer at home so not alot
35. how often do you hang out with friends: whenever I get the chance
36. do you have a bf/gf: no i'm lonely
37. do you love them:
38. have you ever loved anyone: yeah
39. have you ever made-out with someone: yeah
40. are you loopy: def.
41. have you ever broke any bones: idk maybe                                                                               42. if so, which ones: possibly my finger
43. how often do you shower: every day
44. which group do you hang out with at school: i hang with alittle of every group
45. do you get good grades: most of them r good
46. do you always get in trouble: not always
47. do you get along with your parents: sometimes
48. are you gonna go to college: yea
49. who is your best girl friend: danni, jo, my sister
50. who is your best boy friend: kyle, jemray, travis, lance
51. who do you talk to the most on the phone: jo
52. who do you talk to the most on the net: danni or jo or travis
53. do you like email or snail mail better: e-mail cus idk wat snail mail is
54. do you like gold or silver jewelry: silver is the only good jewerly
55. have you ever prank called a 1-800 number: no
56. have you ever tried to impress your crush and ended up embarrassing yourself: yea cus i embarrase myself alot
57. what are you most afraid of: dieing n not being able to say goodbye
58. are you weird: i think so
59. how long does it take you to get ready for school: hour n a half including a shower
60. do you have a crush: yes i do
61. what are their names: kyle n lance
62. do they like you: idk...i think one does
63. do you like coffee: yeah
64. if not, how come:
65. what is the longest you have went out with someone: close to 5 months
66. do you regret it: sometimes                                                                                                       67. how do you know the person who sent this to you: i stole it from cayt n krissy n we r friends

whhhhhere?

68. do you want to live? pennsylvania near my family
69. is the most fun place to go? anywere where my friends r so we can hang out
70. do you want to meet your husband/wife? yea if i'm gettin married i have to meet them
71. do you want to go heaven or hell? idc they both seem fun..lol
72. do you want to get married? yeah how many kids? yes n only 2 kids

What...

73. Do you like to do? Hang out with friends
74. was the most fun retreat/trip you ever went on? i don't go on many trips but when i get to hang wit my grandma n my sista together we always have fun (my granma lives n pa.. so that is far away)
75. friend is always there? Danni
76. relative sends you the most money for Christmas? Grandparents                                             77. do you like about your church or school click? i don't hang out in a click
78. do you want to be when you grow up? a cosmetologist or middle skewl math teacher
79. do you want your husbands name to be? any name would be good just unless i can pronounce it
80. is your favorite sport? track n feild or football
81. is your favorite piece of clothing? my express jeans or my hoodies that i steal from ppl

have you, in the last 24 hrs...

82. Cried? yeah
83. gotten in major trouble? no
84. cut your hair? no
85. ate a meal? definately.. fat ppl got to eat
86. hugged someone? yeah
87. kissed someone? yea
88. made a new friend? i think so
89. lost something? i'm glad to say no

have you ever...

90. Been so drunk you passed out? no
91. gone out in public in your pajamas? yeah all the time
92. had an imaginary friend? yeah
93. cried during a chick flick? yea
94. owned a new kids on the block cd? nope
95. gotten in a car accident? yeah
96. liked someone so much you cried? yeah
97. cussed when your parents were around? yeah
98. told your sister/brother he/she was a bitch? yeah all the time
99. sung in front of the mirror? yeah i do that alot
100. made faces in the mirror? yeah
101. spent more than one hour on your hair? yeah
102. sleep- walked talked in your sleep? yea
103. watched a scary movie and couldn’t sleep all night? actually no
104. gone caroling? nope

movies…

105. what is the funniest movie you ever seen? Napolean Dynamite
106. what is the stupidest movie? The Grudge
107. which movie could you watch over and over? The Wedding Singer                                          108. what was the last movie you saw? The Forgotten
109. who did you go to the movies with? The last time i went to the movies was with Jo, Tie, Dez to c SpongeBob's movie
110. what movie mad you cry the most? idk
111. did you like titanic? It was ok

if you were stranded on an island…

112. who would you take? my closest frineds
113. who would you take if you only had two people you could bring? danni, lance
114. what three things would you bring? food, fone, computer wit internet
115. what island would you want to be stranded on? i wouldn't want to be stranded on an island i would want to be able to get off
116. what animal would you kill for food? deer or any wild animal
117. would you write on the sand “help!”? yeah if it would get me off the island
118. would you panic or relax? Idk prolly panic the first few minutes then relax

would you ever...

119. Jump out of a plane? hell yeah
120. kiss your best guy friend (or if you’re a guy girl friend)? depends on the moment
121. go bungee jumping? yeah
122. stay in your room for a whole day? yea i have before
123. go in the snow without clothes? probably not
124. skinny dip? yea
125. drink salt water? definately not
126. touch road kill? yea
127. take a job even if it meant you’d be away from your guy (or girl)? prob. not
128. smile at your worst enemy? yea i have before
129. play 8,000 bowling games in one night? not that many but I would bowl as many as I could in one night
130. go to Reno to get married? idk were Reno is
131. gamble? maybe
132. have a make-out party? yea
133. throw a party without your parents? HELL YEAH!
134. go to a foreign country? yeah
135. fly a plane? if i knew how

who.....

136. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? my parents most likely
137. if you had to go live in Borneo for the rest of your life and you could take one person? my sister
138. on this earth, who would you take? my sister
139. who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with? danni or jo
140. if you woke up one morning and noticed that your leg was missing who would be the first person you would call? one of my best friends
141. let's say your dad came in your room one day and told you that you had to get married in the next week but you can pick the person but you have to stay with them for the rest of your life no getting out of it, who would you pick? probably one of my guy friends cus i already know them soo well.

what......

143. What would be the first thing you would do if you woke up one morning and you were the opposite sex? jerk off
144. if all of a sudden you had the ability to do one thing better than everyone else, have one amazing talent, what would it be? no clue
145. if you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change(personality and looks)? some of my facial features cus i don't like them
146. what is your dream career? cosmetologist or teacher
147. what is the one thing you just have to do before you die? bungie jump
148. if you could be a member of any band that has ever exsisted, what band would that be? Guns N' Roses                                                                                                                                   149. what is the thing you care about most in your life? my blankie

which one......

150. Winter or summer? summer
151. The beach or the mountains? both are awesome
152. pop or punk? punk
153. rock or rap? rock
154. new york or l.A.? idc both are good
155. milk chocolate or dark chocolate? milk chocolate
156. dogs or cats? cats
157. britney or christina? neither
158. leno or letterman? neither
159. mtv or vh1? mtv
160. country or classical? country
161. day or night? night
162. lake or ocean? ocean
163. waffles or pancakes? waffles
164. soccer or football? football
165. baseball or swimming? swimming
166. chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
167. sugar or spice? sugar
169. eminem-please stand up or please shut up? please stand up

random....
170. If you could be in any movie as the lead role what movie would it be? Dirty Dancing
171. if you could design your perfect mate what would he/she look like and be like? idk
172. if you won the lottery what would you do with your, let's say, 18 million dollars? alot of stuff

have you ever.....
174. Fallen in front of someone you thought to be quite good looking? yes
175. run into a wall? yeah
176. sleep walked? yes
177. gone skinny-dipping? yeah
178. kissed someone of the same sex? hell yea
179. snuck out of the house at night? only to the back yard
180. gotten in a car wreck where you are the driver? yes with a pole
182. started laughing really hard so you just spit out what you had in your mouth cause you couldn't swallow? at one point yea
183. swallow a bug? no
184. have you ever actually kept a new year's resolution? nope
185. if so what was it? ...

~*~*would you ever*~*~

187. eat bugs purposely? depends on how much money was at stake
188. commit a crime? did it
189. change your religion? yea
190. lie to your parents? def.
191. jump over a waterfall? love to
192. change clothes in front of an open window? yeah
193. dress up as the opposite sex for an important event? yea
194. go out at night dressed in something like a black trench coat and sunglasses? no
195. sing a harmonized duet in front of 500 strangers? no
196. tell someone that you liked them if they were much older than you? yeah

~*~*have you ever*~*~

197. lied to your parents about something really important? yeah
198. had your life threatened? no
199. stumbled across fbi secrets online? nope
200. stayed up until the morning light talking online? definately
201. made people give you really weird glances? yeah
202. if yes, how? oh tons of ways
203. read a Shakespeare play? yeah
204. talked in your sleep? yea
205. what did you say? idk

**love/like**

207. who do you have a crush on: kyle, lance
208. have you ever gone out with them: nope
209. have you ever kissed them: no
210. do you wanna kiss them: yeah
211. what is the farthest you have gone with a guy/girl: My friends know

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 20:46:06 GMT

hey everybody wat is goin on.... well lets get down to business.. u wouldn't be reading this if u didn't want to know wat is goin on in my life so i guess i will tell u wat is goin on... last nite me n my sista went to c my aunt that i haven't seen in a long time n we stayed there for like 3 hours... then i made her leave cus i had to go c lance... i haven't seen him since christmas n i miss him like crazy... i stayed there for like an hour n we didn't stop talkin the whole time...he is like the greatest guy to hang out wit cus he is just awesome...lol he told me that he wanted to kiss me which i wouldn't mind to do that but he has a g/f so he said he couldn't do that which i understand...even though i don't like the idea that he isn't with me(not to sound possessive) n that he is with some other gurl..i guess i can live with that but this summa idk how long i can last just thinkin of that.. but anyways.. i bought my prom dress today which it looks awesome on me n i can't wait to go now.... it is goin to be soo much fun.. also i found out that i am alowed to stay in pennsylvania here with my grandparents for the month of july which is goin to be awesome cus my one n only goal for this summa is to get kicked out of wal-mart which me n lance are goin to do cus that is so awesome to think of... but well idk wat else to write in here that is basically all i have to say about spring break so far.. i guess i won't be able to rite in here for a long time so have a great time doing watever you all do and i will write in here whenever i can again.. buh bye for now.. :) :( :)

it's me.... i'm back

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 03:31:06 GMT

hello everybody... i'm back.. it has been a while i know.. but i am still alive n kickin..lol

here is all the latest news:
1.) track has started n i'm loving it
2.) i found out someone took money i had to buy a prom dress so i'm prob not goin now
3.) i have started to like a guy i shouldn't cus he just broke up wit his g/f n they r goin through alot of stuff
4.) me n jo r startin to talk again which is great
5.) the report cards came out n i can't wait to find out wat my grades r
6.) well i don't know wat 6 is but if i think of somethin i will write it latta.

so there is tha latest so i will write in here soon cus i am able to get to a computer now..:) yoohoo

at jo's

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 03:55:03 GMT

wow... it has seriously been like 2 months since i have been here...i miss it so much i always have so much fun here..i love it here but i g2g now but i will be back sometyme this weekend hopefully...:)

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 18:38:03 GMT

Post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.

hanging wit jo..

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 18:31:11 GMT

i'm at jo's again i haven't been here in like forever... i miss it so much.. :)... yea not much has been goin on sept i haven't been doing anything but talkin on the fone to justin... man i love him soo much.. n u to jo n danni n whoever else..

i need some plans for this week so if anyone wants to do anything u gots the number i hope..lol....

yea but idk wat else to rite in here just wanted to update it.. but talk lata cus i'm goin to leave soon to go wit jo n her momma n ben...so buh bye

WOW!!

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 23:14:35 GMT

wow... i guess i finally did it.. i broke up wit sean.. no matter how bad this hurts me i guess its hurting him more now.. n i don't want to do that to anyone but i guess i did... cus when i get to thinking i feel like i am pushing away the person i am wit n i don't want to do that... cus if i am pushing them away i feel like we can't be friends.. n i want to still be friends wit u... i just feel like this mite have been the thing to do but idk.. y do i feel so bad bout if it mite be the rite thing to do..???? idk...

SeAn: if u read this i hope we can still talk cus u r awesome to hang wit n its always great to talk to u...but ttyl buh bye

BYE Y'ALL

wat is up?!!!?

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 19:50:27 GMT

hey everyone its me again.. i haven't rote in here in awhile so i guess i will update u all....ok where to start..

me n sean r still together but i don't think for long cus i have been thinking alot n actually realizing some things.. n some ppl have helped me wit that.. dez n kayla r together i guess thats good for them cus they r happy now n thats all that matters.... danni n jason r together still which is good cus i know she is happy..kinda..mmmm don't know anyone else thats wit anyone...

my grandpa came up this weekend which was awesome cus i haven't seen him in a few months....i love when he comes up... i got to hang wit justin on saturday... i love him soo much.. he brought me some stuff for valentine's day cus i mite not see him that weekend... saturday nite tia,jesse,jo, n me all went cosmic bowling which was freakin awesome.. i love hangin wit them... we always have a great time...

i haven't talked to my mom in ova a month.. but w.e i don't even care bout her.. she is always doing this shyt just up n leaving for some guy or because she gets herself wrapped up in a lot of shyt wit the law.... but w.e let her get herself out...

i have been doing good since my grandpa died...i haven't done anything stupid as jo would say which is a step up.. i just hope i stay this way...but yea not much else is going on or anything so buh bye

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 19:35:48 GMT

TARA
T	is for	Twisted
A	is for	Animated
R	is for	Rich
A	is for	Altruistic

What Does Your Name Mean?

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 17:20:27 GMT

You are PUNK! U like being around those who are
really close to u. You get depressed most times
but you just wanna live!You have alot of
feelings and thoughts inside that you keep to
yourself! sometimes you dont know who to trust.
You have friends that believe in you and know the
real you, which means the most.
Thanks, please rate

Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
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confused again

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 17:08:47 GMT

wow.. idk wat has been goin on inside my head lately... i thought i had it all figured out but then this one special person started talkin to me again n those feelings have always been there n now i think they r coming back.. idk if i want this to happen cus i am so happy rite now.... i am wit someone i really like have the bestest friends in the whole world.. my parents aren't fighting or anything.. n i'm actually happy for once... but i guess i can neva be truelly happy rite for a long tyme... someone always comes back into my life or somethin n idk if thats a good thing or a bad thing... but i guess i will figure it out one way or another.....i hope soon though..

but yea not much has been going on in my life lately.. just the same ol same ol... but i need something more exciting to happen sometyme or i will die or boredom...lol jk... but yea idk wat else to rite so...lata...

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 19:52:23 GMT

A - AGE : 15
B - BAND LISTENING TO MOST RECENTLY : Sum 41
C - CELEBRITY CRUSH : Ashton Kutcher
D - DAD'S NAME : William(bill)
E - EASIEST PERSON(S) TO TALK TO : Jo
F - FAVORITE BAND : Good Charlotte
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS : worms
H - HOMETOWN : Lewistown, PA
I - INSTRUMENT : trumpet
K - KIDS : none yet.. but hopefully 2
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE? : going to maryland
M - MOM'S NAME : Trina
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 1 sista, 1 brotha, n 1 dad's g/f's son
O - ONE WISH : i don't wish for anything cus if it only brings saddness if not fullfilled
P - PHOBIA : none
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE : none
R - REASON TO SMILE : jo, sean, danni, my friends basically
S - SONG YOU LAST SANG : "in my white tee" (my sister was listening to it)
T - TIME YOU WAKE UP : 5:45
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME : idk.. ppl know alot bout me
V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE : lima beans
W - WORST HABIT(S) : can't say
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD : none
Y - YUMMY FOOD : fried chicken n french fries***they r the best***
Z - ZODIAC SIGN : Gemini

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 19:56:31 GMT

hey everyone tell me wat u think bout this poem.. its to my grandpa.. :( R.I.P

Death

I thought the hardest thing for me was a break up with someone i loved.

But today that all changed.

One of the best guys i know died.

He was sweet, He was funny, He was always there

The hardest this about this is i didn't say good-bye.

I can't even see him onve more before he goes into the ground forever.

I wish he was still here just so i could say I Love You Pappy.

But he isn't. The only place i will see him now is in my thoughts and dreams.

I will miss him so much.

But rest peacefully for now and ever more.

I LOVE YOU PAPPY JOE.....1-24-05

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 14:01:52 GMT

i'm just sitting in health class i just got done wit my final test thingy.. it was so easy i just hope i pass.. so for the next half a year i get to have a study hall n idk wat i'm goin to do wit that free tyme...lalalala.... yesterday was a half day n i had so much fun.. sean came ova n hang out wit me almost all day.. it was awesome cus i love hangin wit him cus he is soo much fun... :).... but yea there is not much else to put in here sept..

justin i'm sry i haven't been talkin to u soo much its just that i have been really busy tryin to keep things goin wit me n sean n tryin to keep up wit skewl.. i'm not used to being wit someone anymore.. i have to get used to it but i do try to call so don't think i forgot bout u..n i love u forever..:)

jo.. i still do love you no matter what even if there is a guy in my life.. i am hopeing that u will be in my life forever cus i would be lost witout u or any of my otha friends... love you jo..

i am sad though for everyone to know.... my grandpas' best friend which is just like my grandfather died on monday sometyme.. i found out bout this that nite n i couldn't eat or anything... so if i look sad thats y.. k so don't ask plz.....

R.I.P. PAPPY JOE....1/24/05

quiz results..:)

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 22:09:43 GMT

Your Power Color Is Blue
Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you.

You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.

If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.

You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

(there would be a pic but i can't put it in here..lol)

lalala

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 19:11:01 GMT

I'm at jo's again.. man i love this gurl.. i guess we are all kewl now.. the only reason we were fightin i guess was cus she has had things on her mind but thats k wit me.. i can live... i just hope that she can make it through this hard tyme.. i am there for u jo no matta wat..

but bout this past week...me n sean go together on thursday.. he is the best guy in the world to hang wit.. he is soo funny i hope that we can be together for a long tyme cus i reallly like himm...

but bout the show last nite.. it was awesome.. me n sean went n we saw danni n krissy n brendon there they r awesome.. the show was great though the bands were awesome.. n brendon ur band was great too.. i had alot of fun... i hope they have another one soon so i can go n have even more fun..:):)... but idk wat else to rite in here so have a great day everyone..

idk idk

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 19:39:07 GMT

ok this has been a crzy week so far.. i got mad at jo again last nite cus she was acting stupid n idk y... but i guess we are fine now i can't every stay mad at jo that long.. thats y i love her soo much... justin is comin to hang out wit me on sat. n go to the show.. its goin to be awesome cus sean is goin also.. they r the best 2 ppl in the world.. but yea.. i found out some stuff last nite bout sean n me.. n hopefully we can get together soon cus i really like him... but idk.. i need some money so if anyone has any...*give some to the poor* (thats me)..lol.. well idk wat else to rite so ttyallata..buh bye...

love you justin, danni, my wifey, n jo.. any1 i forgot i will add u.

wow!!

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 16:05:33 GMT

wow idk ... i'm hangin at jo's rite now there is nothing to do here.. i am so bored... i am contemplating something n idk if i should do it... but idk i will figure somethin out.. atleast i hope.. i hope i can figure something out between these guys soon.. cus i hate the feeling of being confused.. but idk .. bout this week..

this week has been so boring nothing to do in this town expecially since there is snow now.. i can't even go to jo's that much cus it is too cold to walk n my dad won't drive me:(.. but i guess i can deal hangin just a few days during the week n on the weekends.. i will b k..lol

last nite was awesome though.... me, jo, monay, tia, n jess all went to the bowling ally for cosmic bowling.. it was awesome.. we got to meet this guy named rob that tia talks to.. he is such a sweet heart... but we still had fun cus we got to all hang out together n we haven't done that in forever... but yea idk... i think i'm goin to get off here cus jo wants on.. so write in here lata..

:):):)

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 01:57:12 GMT

i am so happy rite now.. idk if anyone could make me sad.. i went shopping today n got the best lookin skirt in the world n a purse... me tia n jesse have the most fun hangin out together.. then i had KFC that is the best place in the world.. lol... but then i was talkin to sean on the fone n i told him to meet me so we could walk to jo's together... n he walks slower then anything..lol but its kewl.. we got to talk n all n he is become an awesome friend cus i can talk to him bout anything.. then ... then i had to go into jo's house to call my dad which i totally forgot to do cus i was cleanin jo's room cus i can't stand it being so dirty.. everyone was there like jessica, jason, katie, dez, monay, bri n jo of course.. i love hangin wit everyone cus they are so much fun..:) but yea idk i'm just soo happy rite now.. :-D but i guess i will rite in here prob.. lata tonite.. k